Missing a friend

I hate the way you talk to me
and the way you cut your hair
I hate the way you drive my car
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots
and the way you read my mind
I hate you so much it makes me sick
it even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you're always right
I hate it when you lie
I hate it when you make me laugh
even worse when you make me cry
I hate it that you're not around
and the fact that you didn't call
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you
not even close,
not even a little bit,
not even any at all.

i am just sharing you the poem(if it's a poem...actually, i don't know what he is talking there, in the poem..hahaha) sent to me by my friend lucky last week--but have just read it minutes ago...

honestly speaking, i kinda miss the boy(boy talaga noh)..hehehe.. the boy who used to call me "mommy"(really can't forget that), the boy who used to visit me at my boarding house the time when i used to board...and the boy who used to hold my hand... haaayyzzz... we haven't talk for so long---one on one conversation as we always did before...well actually, he always does the talking and i always do the listening...lol! he talks a lot, yah know... but he is very intelligent. he knows a lot of thing..very logical and rartional being! the closeness slowly vanished when he sy 2007-08 came because we were no longer classmates and we seldom see each other... plus he became a seminarian...yah, you read it right, he went to the seminary coz he decided to become a priest... things changed after then...coz when you are in the seminary, you can't control the time and all has limitations. but am happy for him though. he is maturing now unlike before. well, naiinis nga ako palagi sa kanya before eh kasi super kulit! as in ung talagang makulit!!! i can still remember that every time na naiinis ako sa kanya, i always write it on my blog in friendster and he always read it and always make comments...hahaha... my first blog here in blogger, The Life Story ("My Treasure" before) has so many stories about him...just deleted all of them when he figured the blog out... hehehe...
but he found the place where he belongs now...and really wishing the best for him! :)

if you want to know more about him just click here and here. the latter is his friendster blog. :)

ps.
if you choose to read his blog and make some comment there, plss don't mention my name,, hehehe... thank you!